Morning has broken - the very first thing fills our thought!

I don't seems to remember what was the first thing came to my mind whenever the morning embraces me when I was a baby (who does!?? kih-kih), toddler(blank), kid (somewhere there), young teens(the good oness), young adults (occupying most of my memories zone) & adult (endless space needed).

Perhaps people has different thing to think about the moment one wakes up every morning or to some waking up at midday to some at noon at to some only waking up after the sun goes down. At whatever time one wakes up no one would be able to skip the FIRST thought crosses your mind the moment you are waking up.

No once really care what one need to know. I used not to care what to think on THE FIRST THING not until lately. Lately was like 3 - 4 years ago. I can't remember when exactly but it was one fine day. It was the time when I was practically got nothing much to hurry in life for days. I could choose the very best thing to do that's to laze all day on bed. Sleep my time off for sleeping is closest to heaven. :)

It has been days that I practically sleep off, amazing tho how I could sleep almost 24 hours a day. It is so peaceful when sleeping especially people like me who seldom dreams. Sleep meaning almost dead to the world. The first thing I do whenever I get up is to reach for the mobile to check out on the time. Once I know the time, I coil up again and sleep. Funny how sleep comes so fast.

After a couple of days repeating the same routine (Oh I do get up to get something to eat for at least once a day & back to sleep).. then comes the 4th day.. I was awaken by some door banging. I opened my eyes, darkness & the first thought crossed my mind was "Can I go back to sleep?". Then I closed my eyes but sleep was never came. Many thoughts rushing through my brain, thoughts that you don't plan to think till I thought something wrong with me. It was like having two persons inside of my thoughts. I was asking y at the same time the unplanned thoughts rushing through. I would say the one asking y was me, but the alien thoughts were someone's thoughts. Panicked came to me.. I woke up, walked out of the room yet the two thoughts were real. My thought say am dreaming but the thoughts were real. Confusion sets in & as anyone who have some faith I reach out to prayers. Closed my eyes & ask for calmness, peace & my own very thought. I don't know how long was that asking was but when the thought was just me, I heard myself praising. The experience left me with many questions but I suppose I was just had too much sleep, overdosed in a way.

Since that day, the very FIRST thoughts that uttered in my mind as I wakes up is thanking the One who gives me the new day and giving my own thoughts to think about that One moment. Sometimes I ask myself what would happened to my thoughts should I have no faith in something at that one waking hours a quite long time ago.. I really have no answer - another question that went unanswered.